Help wanted

I wanna believe but I'm having a hard time seeing past what I see right now

I wanna be free but when I try to fly I realize I don't know how

no one one showed me how
wish I could see that this mess I'm in will really work out for my good
you said it would
so if You can hear me can You give me a sign 'cause I don't feel You like I should
please if You could
my faith is almost gone I can't hold on much longer
take this cup from me

but if You choose not to help me believe
can I believe
let me believe
I wanna believe
I'm no good on my own please give me another chance
it's hard to believe in what I can't see 

to give You my will 'cause Your will is better for me
You can look in my eyes and see I wanna believe

I wanna believe if I never hear I'm sorry I can let it go
gotta let You go
'cause it's killing me
Jesus, You know how it feels 'cause You've been hurt before
don't wanna hurt no more
I'm trying to hear You speak
but my heart is growing weaker
take this cup from me

but if You choose not to help me believe
can I believe
let me believe
I wanna believe
I've been here before and I cant take that hurt again
but it's hard to believe in what I can't see
to give You my will cause Your will is better for me
You can look in my eyes and see I wanna believe

I wanna believe when I close my eyes on this side 
I'll wake up with You more in love with You

and finally you will say my race it is over and my work is through
'cause I believed in You
I know dark nights will come and somedays there will be no sunshine
and You's too far to see
Kirk Franklin